I cried earlier. Dad came home, told mom that he was called by the HQ, and I was like, "What the hell?!". I appreciate it if Dad was called back, but it's 2008 and it's my big exam year and it's like in the middle of the months!!! Damn, I don't have time to learn everything or whatsoever! Plus with making friends, no way!!! Dad is not happy, Mom is not happy, and I would never be happy! I don't care if I wanna move next year but just not this year! It's hurts!

I might won't lose online friends yet, but mutual friends here near me, it's going to be damn crazy. It hurts, and it's hard to make new friends, even if it's my neighbour! I just wish the HQ people understand my damn situation. Whuaaaaa!

Although at one point I'm glad that I can finally run away from filthy, annoying friends who kept making me annoyed from day to day! But when it comes to mutual friends who I appreciated every time and lessons that are not even finished, it's hard to separate.

I wish I don't move yet!!! Though if I move, I can take my computer, stuffs and go back and see my lil nieces, but where am I to put all those stuffs anyway. It's crowded. Nyaaaa...

*tears*

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VK RANT #2, I'm annoying, I know, I know. But I'm always like this, XD. If people can't even understand the story plot, leave the fandom! Just because the characters are bishie lords and deadly handsome, doesn't exactly means you are a true fan! A true fan will be able to understand the story, with minor explanations and understanding view of the story on a general view.

That's why, if you are like in love with Kaname or Zero, but you hate the story, get out from the fandom. You only like the characters, but do you understand what is the story about?! Trust me people, VK is not a story for younger people who doesn't know what is blood lust, war, fights, feud, whatever existed out there. There's many killings, and must younger generation be exposed to such damn bloody fights?!

And people are so obsessed with the pairings, canon or not. It's weird, and people bashing, fangirls always stay as fangirls, it's crazy much! I'm obsessed with Kaname --> Kuran clan, but not into deep obsessed fangirl. I am interested in the history of this mysterious Pureblood family, that existed way deep long years ago. It's interesting, that's why I like it, XD. Kuran clan is very nice to explore!

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Next is Code Geass episode 06 review! And PS: I'm doing my icons, currently I have around 25+ icons in hands. Fandoms are VK, Code Geass, Twilight, Helios Eclipse, and Enchanted! I worked well with animated stuffs, real life stuffs seemed hard to do icons with, but whoa, people who do Twilight icons, it's cool. I salute!

Drats, it's 10-minutes to 11 pm! Ugh! Don't wanna sleep, yet. XD

Anyway, here is the PV for the song "O2" by Orange Range. Damn, this song is very nice, and the PV, I have no words! The setting was okay, and lol, I love the funny jokes in there. Fight, fight, and super powers! Lol, I need to see the English translation of this PV to find the actual meaning of the song. Plus, "O2" really doesn't give any good meaning much, aside from the pun for Code Geass.



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But this post is exclusive for Vampire Knight. I want to rant so much! First, this is personal and I know anime is like damn-biased with Kaname since he's complex, and lord, wth with that look when Kaname hugged Yuuki in episode 5. I was like, "That's not Kaname, it's a different person with thick eyelashes!", and if you find this as a joke, step back, since no, it's not a joke at all. NOT AT ALL. *annoyed* Fine, I know people who are watching anime would be like... "Gawd, I hate Kaname, I hate Kaname. He's really creepy, stalks Yuuki every moment, scary. Plus with his arrogance and authority. What's with the vampires following his orders anyway? He's really nothing". Goddamnit, enough already!

Now someone please tell me why they like Zero? I don't get it why. There's tons of emo-Zero everywhere and duh, there's like every clones of Zero in every anime/manga. Duh... people just don't get it. And someone please heal this head of mind. I'm wondering why people like Zero and later they were like hating Kaname to the end of the world! I know some of you are Kuran clan general shipper but since there's "Kaname" around, everyone is "shy" about it, XD. Please, I had enough.

I have to agree with julnika, why is it that people always thought that Rido is the last enemy in VK, and the story is going to end once Rido's death. Alright people, YOU'RE WRONG! We have been observant and can't you even see the hints. Pssh, just because Shizuka is related to Rido through betrothal, and also because Kaname said that he will destroy what Shizuka abhorred the most, IT DOESN'T FREAKING MEANT RIDO!!

Duh, why people don't get it! Hino-sensei showed a lot of hints already, in recent chapters that is! Either people are stupid, or probably blind, I dunno. The thing is, the enemy is the Council of Ancients (or the Senate, whatever it is)! Ichiou himself said that once Rido gained powers above Kaname, the true powers of Council will appear. And the ones that Shizuka truly abhorred is the Council! And HaruJuri mentioned about Council using young Purebloods to do something. Duh, don't people get it?! It's all Council, Council, COUNCIL!

Come on, think about Rido Kuran. What is his objective? Kuran clan. Rido is seeking his own pureblood family, did we ever heard about other purebloods we don't know about? No! He was after Kuran Yuuki, and Kuran Kaname was always on his way. Kaname said that he will destroy the people who destroyed the destinies of purebloods. Alright, DESTINIES OF PUREBLOODS! How freakin' much purebloods are out there?! Tons, or maybe little, no ones know, I dunno, you dunno. Rido wasn't threatening the whole purebloods, he was destroying his own clan. That's the only key.

*sighed* Poor Kaname. Due to what Rido wanted, he was reawakened. Someone from the past who was reawakened wouldn't be happy if he had to live in the modern world. It creeps him out, totally. The ways of life, and lots more, it changed, it's hard to follow.

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Sometimes, my only ending to VK is Kaname died peacefully, no Yuuki, no Zero, no one at all. Let him return to the past and lived in the other side of the world. In my head, as much as I believed KanaYuki is happening, I can't help think about ZeKi. Yes, the possibility of the manga ending up with ZeKi is high, but duh, KanaYuki is also high. You can't trust your instincts since Matsuri Hino always have her own agendas.

I am not an actual KanaYuki fan, so when I saw maximum fangirling of ZeKi and/or KanaYuki, it's annoying. People are focusing more on the characters than the plotline. And duh, if Vampire Knight truly meant Zero, we don't need Kaname in the story, and a Knight is always the lowest rank in everything. Trust me, wiki said so, and I believed so.

My fanfic, "Memories of the Blood", will go crazy. I'll label it as KanaYuki, but nuh-uh, the story is basically in young Haruko's eyes, and she's the daughter of Kaname and Yuuki.

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I'm sorry for the long post, but I know if lj-cut is used, people won't read. Thank you.

After watching episode 3 of Vampire Knight anime, I was wondering, what timeline exactly did VK story even started. I was so confused. I know there's ramen shop, but the whole concept of the town, buildings, surroundings, and even that big clock tower made me think it's like in the time before 21st century; approx around late 18th century till early 20th century. But the only thing that made me doubt was the clothes, yes, the clothes is one exception, and ramen shop in 18---> 20th century--? Ugh, nope.

I like the anime for a few reasons, it's the art. NOOO, not the characters' arts, but the rest of the buildings, and surroundings. I really like the steps that lead to the Night Class dorm. As well as the town, it gave a perfect smell to the past.

Plus, vampires are famously heard from the 18th-19th centuries, lol. And the only thing I noticed, there wasn't any uses of cellphones, or was there even any? I can't remember much, except the old-styled telephone, that's an exception!!

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Code Geass time. Episode 3 was quite cliffhanger-ended, and I want episode 4 straight. The leaked 6 minutes of episode 3 really made me want to devour more.

( Fuufuu~~~ )

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Jajajaja! I got 5A and 3B, totalling of 641 marks. I placed 17 in class and 37 in year. But really, my marks with a classmate is the same and he got ahead from me, no fair~~~~~! *cries* I want justice, lolz, just kidding!

It started a few days ago, XD. I have watched Code Geass : Lelouch of the Rebellion R2 and Vampire Knight. Here are my reviews on them, basic reviews though.

Code Geass

Considering that when it comes to mecha and stuffs, I'm not a particular fan of it. But the special GEASS power really interest me, XD. For R2, I am impressed with the design and composition. Although the ED song, Shiawase Neiro, was kinda not with me much. I adore the OP theme, O2, really nice and up-beat and I really like it when ORANGE RANGE sang the "I continue to fight, I CONTINUE TO FIGHT!!!", gawd, that was awesome! And I really like the part where after Schneizel appeared, then Lelouch with his angry look and closed his eyes and C.C enters and their hands touched and he received his GEASS. I was like, whuaou!

The story itself is like the first episode in the first season, the similarity was when Lelouch was trapped and it's like as if, is it the end already? Nyahahahaha. I can't wait for the next episode.

PS:- I also like the part when while the two KnightFrames entered and Lulu's hair was like flowing nicely, he said he will change the world, XD. So damn hawt!

Vampire Knight

The story starter was impressive, I wasn't actually impressed with the OP theme, too weird with the chess pieces as well as the bottle and the glasses, except for the hand touching Yuuki and she kissed the hand. Now, will there be a doujin for VK now? Please~~~! *hopes a KanaYuki one*

There were many jokes in the episode, but I would like to say I love the designs of the buildings and the Night Class students were shown in more credits. I like the part in their class, where after the candles were snuff off, their eyes turned red. It's quite cool. :3

I like the ED theme quite well. 'still doll' by Kanon Wakeshima really did well. Miss Wakeshima will do well with her debut single, and thanks a lot Mana-sama for finding such talented cellist and vocalist. Miss Wakeshima will surely be in my favourite artist list. She's so beautiful and talented. <3

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That's all for now. And I'm writing a KanamexYuuki fanfic, hope this will satisfy those who missed my writing, \;3. And a Kuran special tribute AMV using 'still doll' songe will be done soon. And more colourings to do, XDD.

Thanks to dear applechan, this will be my new graphic journal, veralidainesa. It actually supposed to be 'Veralidaine' but the name already existed so I went on with "-sa". Lol. I'll start designing the layout and I do wished I can actually design it however I like without coding it but life is so far away. Oh well, XDD.

This also means that ephemeral_s will be officially close. I'm sad, but aah. I have to change, XD. I am doing some icons at the moment and I'll post them up when I felt like opening the community to public, XD. So f-list who wanted to join, join it as you wished.

Just a postscript, the new icons will be pretty much about The Bride of the Water God (Habaek), Vampire Knight, and Code Geass, as well as Shinshi Doumei Cross, if there's any in my list, prolly. XDD

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On the side note, VK chapter 38 is out and although we don't see Alessia-chan's scans yet, I already seen them. It was fine, not that bad. Since I'm an imaginative person, I could imagine some sad feelings of the Kuran clan members. Finally we've seen Rido's face, aaaaah.

And I started to be fed up with some members. I know incest is gross but stop saying it like that everytime the same thing was brought up again! I hate people who kept saying KanaYuki is gross cos they're doing incest, blergh! If they're siblings, you call it gross. And if they're like ancestorxdescendants, you still call it gross. I'm starting to lose my sanity and I don't mind getting angry with those whole noobies bashing others.

AAAARGH!! And no, I'm not saying I hate all ZeKi fans, but seriously people, grow up for a second. Newbies are making my life like hell, ugh. And again I said, to my f-list who are ZeKi fans, I'm sorry. I know this offends some of you but I'm angry with newbies and extreme fangirls.

Fandom stays as fandom, but noooo, you can't stop the fangirls away. *sighs* It's the same, KanaYuki and ZeKi extreme fangirls irritates me well.

I'm biased, I know. *smack self* My head hurts. VK Forum is making my life hell, I admit. But it's a nice place to go into, although the members really hate me.