Kiyu Yuu

End of a trial... Hmm...

2009-07-11T15:52:12Z

A twist and you'll get Majo Saiban. Finally, it ended a moment ago. In my opinion, the focus of the drama is to introduce the lay judge system, although we don't really know what it's all about except there's 3 judges plus 6 lay judges. Having nine people enable the LAST person to choose which side he or she is which will determine the fate of the defendant, so it's five to four. I guess the advantage to the defendant, if the judges think he or she is innocent while the truth is, he or she is guilty, what a luck.

From the start I watched the drama, it always gave me the creeps. It is about legal system, bribery/threats and psychological effect on certain people. Well, from episode 10, a.k.a the FINALE episode, Kashiwagi Kyoko is declared innocent because 5 chose Innocent while four chose Guilty. White-san, also known as Izumi-san became the last person to decide whether Kyoko is innocent or guilty. She chose 'Innocent', much to Kurokawa's dismay. However, it turned out that Kyoko planned this all along. She got herself free by making others think her daughter did the killing while in fact she manipulated it all. Aaah. Haruka-chan does look strangely weird when I first saw her, guess her mother manipulated her so easily that she's really like a lifeless doll and the hair, I want the hair.

As for Kurokawa and the entire story, well, after Kyoko openly admitted to Toru about everything, we came to know that Kurokawa will get a surprise for himself. Through Haruka, Izumi received a letter that shows a few pictures of Kurokawa and Tojo Hidehiko. What wife wouldn't recognise her own husband? Since episode 8 or 9, I guessed that Kurokawa probably wouldn't be caught by the officials because my dear brain is thinking how on earth do Toru or Izumi want to figure out how to trap Kurokawa since he's always one step ahead from them. Though I really want to see a confrontation between the husband and wife, I guess we won't see it. Plus, it'll just bring another question mark. IF Izumi tell the police about this, how will it affect her family? She has to remember she has a child who wants her papa and her mama. To Kurokawa, the case with Kyoko is just a business transaction. Bribing is wrong, still, Majo Saiban ain't telling us about it. Plus, Kyoko just walked away after smiling of her victory, leaving Toru dumbfounded.

Yeah, you worked your ass trying to find the truth and the truth is, you've been fooled by a witch, after so many people being threatened and people who suffer from HIGH injury because of the manipulations. Aaaah, Majo Saiban has a novel, an OST and a DVD. Geez. One after another~

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Hmm, I think ImageShack got over the entire hacking. I don't know, the images seemed to return to normal, well, some of my links that is. The movement sayings of 'No images is harmed', actually, they destroyed how we look at the images. Imagine the image is small, replaced temporarily by a LARGE picture. That's harmed.

Mother and their protectiveness...

2009-07-11T04:30:19Z

I've calmed down. Though ImageShack being hacked by the stupid Anti-Sec Movemnent is still not amusing. I adore ImageShack because I can upload easily without having to log in all the time. TinyPic is not use to me since it banned my country from ever using it. Yes, I have Photobucket but I only use it when I'm posting my large official batch. The icons I posted in my LJ is just for fun because I hate compiling it into large batch.

Just finished watching Majo Saiban. It turned out that the killer isn't the witch, but yes, as per the subject title, mother will protect their child from harm. I know she's innocent from the start though I wonder if the Kurokawa team will ever get caught. I hope not, but things can change. I hope I'm awake by the time the last episode airs tonight! KEY HOLE!

I cannot play Restaurant City. Oi Playfish, what are you doing? I wanna see new things too.

Always know how to ruin my morning...

2009-07-11T02:00:13Z

Cursing below...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANTI-SEC, YOU HACKED INTO ALL MY IMAGESHACK URLS HERE?! DAMN IT.

WHAT THE HELL IS ANTI-SEC MOVEMENT THAT I NEVER HEARD AND I DON'T WANT TO KNOW ABOUT SERIOUSLY?

GOSH, NOW I HAVE TO EDIT ALL MY POSTS THAT HAVE IMAGESHACK URLS. DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN!

DAMN!!!! *screams*

ETA: Maybe not all ImageShack URLs, but surely some of it. GEEZ.

My view on PPSMI returning to Malay... POSITIVE!

2009-07-09T13:37:29Z

The Ministry of Education announced that Mathematics and Science will no longer be taught in English by Year 2012, it'll be bilingual until Year 2014 when every level has changed back into the original language. It'll revert to either Malay, Chinese or Tamil language. There's mixed reviews over it, but personally, I don't care. The fact that I'll end school next year, the news doesn't affect me at all. Still, I accept this news positively and hopes for the best.

I know many people went against this decision, most of them being those good in English and town people, thinking that reverting to Malay (or Chinese/Tamil) will make the country grow slow than others, I find that illogical. Exactly what does language have to do with economy, whatsoever? It's just a language. People can exchange business, trade, information in various kinds of languages. That's what language is. English is the global language but that doesn't mean everything is all English. Some countries don't even use English at all. The saying that the country will grow slower because Math & Science in Malay/Chinese/Tamil is stupid. Before the change from the three languages into English, you're saying the country is so low and people don't have the brains because they're no good in English?

People nowadays don't get it. They just speak what they think without thinking at all. Think of the previous generation who learn Math and Science in Malay, most of them are from rural areas, having to work hard to get a better future for themselves and they succeeded. The only people who learn things in English school are those who have the money. They have wealth, they don't need to work hard to get that money, they enter English school, that's why they're better in English. Not everyone is so lucky to be born in wealthy family, they need to work hard for themselves.

I'm lucky I have my parents, especially my mother who often tells me her experiences when she was a student. She's not born rich, she worked hard in her studies and she succeeded. From her stories, I learn the better way to think positively. There's always a good way in every decision we make. It's true, parents guide their children to be the better ones.

If you're good in English, you're not possibly good in Science and Math. Likewise, if you're good in Science and Math, you're not possibly good in English (or any other languages). The only thing I hate about people who brag about their English, they don't like that Science and Math changed to Malay but at the same time, when it's English, they still failed their Science subjects! Srsly, the only thing they're good in English is cursing and broken languages.

Cursing and broken languages? That isn't what I call good in languages. Hmph!

The PPSMI news is announced yesterday, so I thought I'll give my view. If people are wondering why nowadays I'm so positive and happy, it's because I have somebody older than me to guide my way. I often talk to my parents, so I know their story and reflect it back to the current time.

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Anyway, I made some VK icons. The six icons came from a special art drawn by Hino-sensei, I heard it's featured in volume 10 so when I found volume 10 at KinoKuniya, I wanted to see if the card's there, xD. Sadly, I cannot see anything thanks to the plastic. I don't remember where I found a large scan of it, but well, it's pretty, so I coloured it, not complete though because I only coloured the face and hair, xD.

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Comment if you take. Feel free to hotlink, it's from ImageShack. Please credit me!

And I'm so sorry that Zero looked awesomely weird. Don't blame me, it's the art itself. Somehow I feel Zero as out of place with his body placed like that. Or maybe when resized, his face looked different. Kaname too. Hino-sensei placed too much screentones on him that it's hard to colour him properly. Only Yuuki turned out well and somehow she's like eating a strawberry cake. :D

atemu_mana @ 2009-07-07T22:20:00

2009-07-07T14:38:09Z

Kalafina's new single, storia, is really nice! I'm quite fond of the second track, lilica, reminded me of Yuuki and VK all the time. Can't wait for the lyrics and meanings.

Majo Saiban is ending soon. Last Saturday is the ninth episode and now Toru already guessed the actual killer, but the person who is in the trial suddenly changed her statement! And Kurokawa, xDDD. I guess I can accept him in his actual ways, and after lots of squealling of finding out he's someone's husband in the series, the white hair version is more badass, xD.

I wrote a new fanfic, titled Crimson Shade. This is my first fluff collection of Kaname and Yuuki. I often write a series rather than oneshots, but I feel that people these days like to read light hearted stories, so I tried writing about it. Hope you guys like it and review. :D

Well, nothing much happened these days, except last Friday is the School's Open Day. Parents come to see and take their children's results. My result is, sixth place in class with 5As. I don't have to tell how many Bs, or Cs or a F I got, no? The day was quiet, only a few people present in class. Kind of amusing, I like quiet class rather than the normal, usual noisy people we have.

Anyway, pimping my sister's wedding official pictures. The ones in FB are the ones I edited in Photoshop, the originals exist but will upload it after I'm done searching through 800++ pictures for the best to be shown. I'll leave the wedding photoshoot to the bride herself. So far, I did 10 but will update more. Computer will die if I copied a lot of pictures from the CD. The file size is huge.

Yo, bye! Stream of Passion is nice too, btw, xD.

Help me, again!

2009-06-28T14:57:42Z

Want to change userpics again. Tsk, six isn't enough! /wails

Have been reading new titles (manga) lately, most of it are downloaded because I planned to burn manga into discs. Then I planned to burn music files next, but then again, I listen to music so burning them and ending up copying them back into the HD is a hassle. Since most of the manga I collected are still on-going...

RECOMMEND ME A MANGA!!!!!!!!

Well, I prefer complete, shoujo manga. Shounen is okay too, but if only the art is acceptable. I'm on the mood for beautiful art + beautiful story. Supernatural is fine too, school life not so, unless it's supernatural stuff. I'm pretty okay with historical too. Smut too. Although, the manga I would like probably would never exist and it's only up to me to make it happen for real. *sighs* I wanna read romance, shoujo story.

Or even better, recommend me a scanlator! Lately, all the manga I've been downloading from came from Aerandria. Heee, xD. I'm also lurking at Storm in Heaven, thanks to Harlem Beat wa Yoake Made. Now I wonder if there's other groups out there that need my visit? I think Osuwatari Team, Esthetique, uhm... I'm sure there's many more out there.

Oh, and happy birthday azuyama_chan! I don't normally wish ppl's birthday, but I thought I'll make it a change. Thank goodness LJ's there to help me. *lost in remembering ppl's birthday, the ones she know are her family members*

I also need new moodtheme. *sighs* Ideas?

Just saying...

2009-06-25T12:02:56Z

Sometimes, I don't know the meaning of 'theory' anymore. To my understanding, you have to research and prove your points before saying it's a theory but somehow people abused the word. Theories are either true or false, and supported with reasons and evidences. It's supposed to be LONG.

And yes, this is Vampire Knight fandom. It should have been a thought, or a question or a speculation. But a theory? Hmm, something's a little bit wrong there.

Or maybe it's because I have difficulty understanding people's words that I kinda got pissed over people making theories. It's not my fault, but the person him/herself. Doing dramatic reading is fun. I had a good laugh.

/comments disabled.

PS:

Been reading Harlem Beat wa Yoake Made, and a few manga scanlated by Storm in Heaven. The story is a about the Prince of Hell escaping to the human world to achieve freedom. Unfortunately, he shrunk in size while his pet cat transformed into a woman. The story is altogether funny, lul, although all you see is guys. Guess that's what you get from a yaoi mangaka. Should make more yaoi mangaka do a non-yaoi works. Hmm, at least the guys would be handsome. Heh, beautiful isn't the word.

Though, thanks to the manga, I began having imaginations of a Demon Prince with his beautiful fiancée and it's a romance story. See, you get easy inspiration from manga. Even TV advertisement works! Yeah, I know, I immediately imagined a story from a shower bath + masquerade ball advertisement.

What to do when your imagination is set to HIGH level!

Should do release of scanlations---

2009-06-25T08:35:24Z

Skipped school. Two days. Well, I'm going tomorrow. Hopefully I don't cough too hard or feel wanting to barf. If that happen, I wish I stayed at home instead. The air quality here is messed up. Naturally I don't get sick THAT often but oh yeah, I often get sick. Suckers! Or maybe I'm weak so I'm easy to get sick.

Still coughing. So much pleghm. Today I slept for the entire morning after eating egg bread, thanks mommy, luv ya! Tonight I better sleep early. I often get cranky in mornings, which lead to hundreds thoughts of, "Can I skip school, please?", but that doesn't happen all the time.

And tomorrow's Friday, which means, get home early! Plus, no math, yes, xDDDD. It's like I love Tuesdays and Fridays because there's Islamic Studies, History and Chemistry, plus at the same time, no Math. More love for History, heeeeee!

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Seems like my own maturity gets the top of me this time. Jokes. So many times I told people I dislike jokes because if you like jokes too much, people just misuse the word 'joke' and everything turn out wrong. I can handle a few jokes, I can laugh when I can't control myself but when it's a serious thing, no, it isn't a joke. In a forum, you write something, I feel a bit disturbed and I said something, then you stated it's a joke, and I said nothing because honestly, it doesn't look like a joke. It's ridiculous and stupid. It's along the lines of desperation and acting like a spoiled little brat. When things don't go your way, you acted like a brat. When someone pointed it at you, you became strong headed and said it's a joke?

Seriously, we can go for a brawl next time.

One thing I learned about myself; I'm stronger with words. If I'm to say it out loud, don't even think of it. Guess I'm quiet for a good reason, aaah.

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I want to play The Sims 3. Should pressure somebody to go buy the game.

I also made a new VK fanfiction, Calmness of Dawn. Summary: Feared for her safety, Kaname forced Yuuki to leave the life he waited for ten years to spend with. Without giving her the chance of why, he shut her out of his life, only to regret it in the end. Yuuki soon realized that not being with Kaname does not complete her life and she journeyed to find him, restoring their love once again. Yet, will she succeed?

One more will come soon, it's a fluff, KxY. Gosh, so many things!

Care to help me?

2009-06-18T14:19:09Z

Hi guys. School's back. Got my test scores except one but will know soon, next week I suppose. So far, I failed one subject but I passed the rest. Got several A's, perhaps two B's and a C. In general, I supposed I did well in my exam, not that bad but good enough. Others have worst. To be honest, this is the first time I took exam for this year. I couldn't take the exam in my previous school because I was moving and I didn't manage to take the exam in my new school since when I arrived, they just finished the exam a week earlier. So yeah. If I failed, I know why.

Btw, I want to make a request. Does anybody know where to find galleries with women dresses, and maybe for men clothings as well? I had this interest on dresses, even if I couldn't possibly wear it. Or maybe you guys can suggest me the clothes brand names. I'm not that familiar with clothes' shops, I'm all casual, simple clothings. I don't look for designer's clothes, my purse is not enough if I'm taste like that. This is just for fun, in my VK fanfic, Fragment Memories, there's a vampire ball. I thought of dressing them up by referencing to the clothes I like for them to wear. Priority is on the dresses.

Thanks. :)

PS: Those who have DreamWidth, just add me --> Mozarella, the Cheese! I thought of wanting to add you guys who I know have DW, but that time I was busy looking for simple DW layouts.

Few more days until holidays ends, SUCKS!

2009-06-11T14:33:42Z

I seriously adored Hyung-tae Kim's artworks. Recently, I found out that MagnaCarta II (MC2) will be released in 2009. Still, it's impossible to play since we don't have any game consoles. The last time we played MagnaCarta : Crimson Stigmata (MC) was on PS2 but it's broken, lol, and it's not ours. MC2 will be released in XBox platform, so you know the deal. Seeing the games being released in different platforms, it's like a player needs to have the entire consoles. Which is like no way for me, xD. Still, one can wish. I love MC, and I'm sure if I could have the chance to play it, I'll love MC2 as well. It's a bit like Granado Espada, where it's a real-time combat. You move and fight the enemies in one scene, no change of screens, hic.

That sure reminds me of The Sims 3, lol. No more long loading scenes. *giggles*

Btw, I made a wallpaper. I supposed I started making it at wrong size (1280x1024 px) but do I care, flat NO. My screen resolution is 1204x768 px but yes, I have this problem of often putting the wrong size for the height. The width is often correct but the height, lol, wrong. The only thing correct is the original thing itself; 1280x1024 px.

Here they are. This is a MagnaCarta II's wallpaper. When I first see the characters design, I went crazy. The main character is the middle one, Zephie. I quite like the right one, her name is Clare Setilan. The left one is Melissa Tiss. All three are single images but I carefully erased the background to put them together. Honestly, erasing the background for Zephie is hell, some parts of her hair curled so it's destruction. Of course, do ignore my weakness in that. Cannot help it.

I still see the wallpaper as beautiful but seeing how sexy those images are, I only make the wallpaper but won't use it. My computer ain't private, y'know. When ppl see the wallpaper, they'll bleed to death. Serious. But I wanna use it. *pouts*

1280x1024 px

1024x819 px <-- If your screen resolution is like mine, a.k.a 768 px, please set the wallpaper to 'Tile', because it'll lower the wallpaper and you can see Melissa's head. If you put 'Center', you probably won't see her head. If 'Stretch', you know how it'll look like.

800x640 px <-- I don't have 800x600 px screen resolution, I can try doing it but nuh-uh, try putting it on 'Tile' and see if it work.

I'm still learning how to make wallpapers. I'm quite fond of black background wallpaper and the picture blend into it, slightly into the middle and at one part of the wallpaper. Comment if you like. *smiles*

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On the bright side, went to watch Seventeen Again (17 Again) which starred Zac Efron. Yes, maybe Efron influenced me to watch it but srsly, I'm more attracted to the plot of older man suddenly turned young then go seduce your own wife, xD. The story is wonderful, I cried when *BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP*, yeah, there's this one scene where it's really emotional when Mike told his wife Scarlet about his feelings. But why it prompted me to cry, well, watch it.

Not as loud as Terminator Salvation, but I really like it. And it's funny when Mike said, "Whatever. I don't care!" when Scarlet's friend, Naomi complained over his pronouncation of her name. LOL.

Oh yeah, Izzu fell from the two mattresses bed, tripped over the iron board and fell flat on the floor just near my HD, which is surprising seeing I was there, surprised when I see her ended up on the floor. That's scary. I always know the iron board is dangerous!

Report!

2009-06-07T17:29:54Z

*creeps in* I do believe that people are wondering why the heck I'm missing for quite a while. Perhaps for two weeks? Actually, since last Wednesday, my internet connection died. I'm suspecting it's the modem not working because sister changed the modem on Monday. It worked well on Tuesday, but that day, my sisters and I went to Sunway Pyramid (SP) for a sushi outing and watched Terminator Salvation.

Full story of the sushi outing. Went to eat sushi at Senjyu Sushi, got 8 plates of red (MYR 2) + black (MYR 4) sushi plates. I'm very observant of my budget, hoping not to get more than MYR 50, because if so, I'm out of budget, which is a lie because I have money but seeing how I'm paying for everything, I'm keeping my money tightly closed to me. I'm lucky, it only reached MYR 49, not so sure if it's MYR 49.10 or MYR 49.90. I either got 10 cent or 90 cent. Then went to watch Terminator Salvation. I have zero idea of what's the Terminator story is about, followed by my stupid assumption of the Connors being the Terminators. Which, after watching the movie and my sisters filling me with the information, I learned the truth. Still, even after a while, I kept wondering how the heck John Connor and Kyle Reese can be in the same time. Logic filled in after that.

This is old news, but I planned to say so. Made a new layout, featuring Yuuki and the wolves, which is from the latest chapter 50 cover. Very beautiful, neee? Hope you guys would comment and see how the colours look. With my monitor, it may look different. I don't have the LCD monitor like my sisters, I got the heavy, fat monitor instead. 3:

Also, I made a DreamWidth (DW) account, for fun sake. Honestly, none of my extra journals work at all. The only thing working is mah LJ. So hopefully LJ won't die, even if there's rumors saying that LJ may shut down, it better not die yet. My DW username is Mozarella, and mind me, I don't know how to spell Mozzarella cheese. Only after goggling it that I found how to spell it. The link is at the topbar. :D

Why Mozarella? Because I want to be random. Typical usernames are typical, I rather like food names now. It's yummy I tell you. xDD.

See, not much to say, except that well, I'm not sure when my internet will be back, so everything will be on hiatus. I do hope it's back by tomorrow, hopefully the technician comes to fix it!

Btw, during the absence of internet, did some colouring. One from di(e)ce and VK. Enjoy!

Internet courtesy of my eldest sister, thanks a million thanks! I want one too!

Review: Vampires. And Court Case.

2009-05-22T09:45:04Z

Hic. Thanks Nika-chan for recommending Aural Vampire to me. At first from their music video I thought it was English, but it was actually Japanese! Currently, I'm listening to this song, the song Nika-chan recommended to me, haha. It's electronic and very hyper.

I'll listen to other songs by Aural Vampire soon.

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Vampire Knight chapter 50 just came out. Nothing new much but I suppose Zero has been missing for a while, so half of the chapter is focused on him. Can you believe it? Zero, after a year, still wearing the Day Class uniform, complete with the tie. Seriously, what's wrong, Zero?

I love the cover, Wolf!Zero as a cushion while Wolf!Kaname is the pillow to hug, and the entire KxY scenes are nice. Maybe not as much as all of us expected but it meant a lot. Though, seeing Aidou's papa presence reminded me of my VK fanfic, Ominous Hours. I'm aware that Yuuki's tutor isn't Aidou in my fanfic, should check what is Aidou's role in my fanfic. I wonder what else that I wrote in my fanfic will be revealed in VK.

Summary here. Just found out. So that cleared my question about Zero. Heh.

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This one isn't about vampires, but well, the title is a bit spiritual. It's Majo Saiban. Downloaded episode 2 and 3. Episode two is good because can see the camera moved around, like I said before. Episode 3 is so KYAAA moments. KUROKAWA RYUICHI, even if you're the bad guy, I don't care. He's the broker leader, the person who planned to bribe the jurors, the one who played Rubik cube and always show his teeth. Hehe. I want his shoes, I want his coat. *wails* I do believe this is the first time I like Jdrama actors, not counting seiyuus.

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I enjoy Facebook because of the games. Been playing Restaurant City, from the creator of Pet Society. Sis been hacking my account to level up my character in Rock Legends, in which someone got mad at me for buying a band member. Well, it wasn't me really but that's certainly rude. Still playing Vampire Wars, Nitrous Racing and Sorority Life. Anyone who has Facebook and want me to add you, comment please.

dA

2009-05-15T15:21:46Z

Random pet peeves. deviantART.

Went to visit dA a moment ago. As much as I love dA, it's also an irritating place. I'm cool with everything but always... ALWAYS there's people who will report me for posting arts containing art not by me. Yes, I admit it, I only coloured the arts but I can't draw properly yet and colouring is my speciality. If my imagination can transform itself into pieces of beautiful artworks, I'll be spectacularly stunning. I wouldn't be here, I would go out there and draw like mad. Unfortunately, imagination and my hand are not parallel to one another. Honestly, dA is an awesome place as long as you're not that popular that people will target you 24/7, waiting to report your colourings and you ended up getting a note telling you - YOUR DEVIATION IS REMOVED BECAUSE BLAH BLAH BLAH. Because duh, I'm not stupid. I still can see people who do colourings like I do but because they're not 'that' popular, their deviations stayed. Unfair.

Thus, moral of story in my case, I don't visit dA unless needed. I know they have strict policy but people just keep on ignoring the rules. It's just unfair that only certain people got their deviations deleted (even when the colourings are pretty good) while the ordinary ones stayed. dA should have delete all those deviations, not limited to reported deviations only.

Still, you have LJ, or any random place to post your works freely. Thinking like this is very relaxing. :D

PS: No need to comment or pat pat me over this. This is after all, a random pet peeves. dA is a fun place, but sometimes it just doesn't reach a standard I like.

PSS: Guess I just post my photography works. It's original after all, and taken by me on random places. Wish I can go out more to snap pictures. It's a pretty fun hobby, taking pictures.

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A simple rant is never interesting for the second post for today. I made more VK icons. Remember the icons I posted featuring Maria, Sara and my OC, Kiyu? Well, I'm interested on making blending icons with textures, here's the results. Not exactly good seeing it's my first try with blending. Also, made Yuuki icons based on one of my earliest colouring. Somehow, I'm glad how Photoshop do wonders. *smiles*

Do you guys know that I kind of like Yuuki with that face shape. It made her look young, xD.

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That's all. Need to make a new LJ layout soon but still searching for a perfect subject as my header. Any ideas? Besides my usual obsession of VK and Kaname, Haruka and Juri Kuran, xDDDD. Thanks. Pzaaast!

PS: I finally reached 30 icons of VK! Woot!

atemu_mana @ 2009-05-15T14:18:00

2009-05-15T06:44:01Z

*returns from the pit* Aaaaah. Three days of Mid Year exam went up smoothly. Finished both papers for History, paper 3 of Chemistry and Biology and Malay Language Paper 2. Exam week will continue for the next two weeks, marking the end of May. Then, we'll be having a wedding. *wink* And then, it's the start of holidays. Yay.

Internet has paused me from making anything, I can't update my fanfiction to FF.net and now I think I can. My ISP decided to do some maintenance so there's slow internet connection recently. And yes, flist, heard about your internet complaints. Technology is kinda wonky these days. :D

Been following the new Japanese drama, Majo Saiban, or Witch's Trial. The haunting style is almost similar to Triangle, and yeah, I'm waiting for the OST to come out. Do come out soon, okay? Apparently because Triangle OST took me easily, I bet Majo Saiban will do the same effect on me. I just like how at the end of the episode, the camera will roll around and around, and the track used it so damn nice. *rolling on floor shaking herself*

Oh ya, I cut my hair. Usually it's straight cut and all, but I've decided to try layered -- Mom's style! The fact about my hair: everytime I run straight (let's say, at the shopping mall), the hair move from left to right. Guess it's natural that my hair like to move by itself, xD. *atemu-chan loves wind, btw*

Oh well, better spend my weekends with good stuffs before the exam pit returns. AAAAAARGH!

Updated Fragment Memories with chapter 4; Here.

I scared kids, yay!

2009-05-07T12:49:35Z

I scared a twelve-year-old member in the forum. It was hilariously fun. The member PMed me asking if I'm a fan of the certain pair and if I would like to be her friend. My answer was simple: No. It's not because I dislike making friends, no, but because I learned my lesson: Never make friends with strangers. I used to have a habit of accepting anyone including strangers to my YM list, but since I rarely used it now, I kind of ignored them. Except for Facebook where in order to increase team members, I have to add the person before adding them to my team. That's different. It's pretty good. Some of the new friends from the games are quite friendly. =)

Back to the issue of the member, well, once I replied to her message, she never reply at all. I wonder if I truly scared her for good. Sometimes atemu-chan can be very dangerous, aha. *grins* I even deleted her two topics, similar ones of course, guess she felt it's a big thing that cannot be ignored. I'm fine with kids, but still, type properly and don't complain if the pair didn't happen like you wished. Although, I'm aware this is how kids acted. I myself a 12-year-old kid once and I know how stupid I was that time.

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Anyway, here's 12 icons of VK. Yes, nine of them are centered on 1 picture. I'm like that, one picture, multiple icons of it. I'm quite fond of iconing Kain with Zero. That position is good! And yes, I want to say this out aloud. Please, don't throw tomatoes on me, spare them at least! Sometimes I wish that Zero is a girl. There is a picture, if you focus on Zero alone, you'll see how feminine he looked. And yes, having Kaname as a girl is a bonus too. *winks*

Oh yeah, Hino-sensei's tendency to draw Yuuki's eyes round and large really made my eyes acted by themselves. They widened, DAMN! *grins*

Here they are.

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Oh yes, I've updated Fragment Memories at FFN here. Flowing smoothly. Now need to figure out chapter 4's plot! *yay*

It was like any normal day...

2009-04-26T10:58:24Z

Yesterday, went to eat sushi with izzu and her friend. It was a fun day in Sunway Pyramid. Got the next chapter of Maid Maiden and the 7th volume of Helios Eclipse. Volume eight is the last volume, as Kaoru said in her notes. There was an odd thing when we visited Sunway Pyramid, it was the Pet Shop.

Here's my crack!drawing of the scene -- hamsters. It's a bunch of small hamsters and apparently, seeing their cute small bodies and closed eyes attracted me in a particular way. However, the interesting scene turned into a seriously disturbing scene. See here. There's six panels of the hamsters. Details inside the cut, and yeah, it's a very small YET disturbing scene.

Panel ONE is Hamster A and Hamster B. The seme is A and the uke is B. Seeing their eyes closed, I wonder if they're sleeping and dreaming having sexin' time, xDD. Hamster A assaulted B, pushing the defenseless B. And B is somehow appeared bloodied, I wonder what happened. First coupling.

Panel TWO. Hamster A pushed B onto C. Hamster C, being blank for a moment, did nothing to help B, apparently so. Hamster A continued assaulting B, pushed against C. It was a very awkward situation, aha, aha, ahaahahahaaa. ;)

Panel THREE. Instead of having the threesome we want, Hamster A decided to assault C instead, leaving B unattended for a moment. Hamster A continued doing the same to C. But, it didn't last long. Even if A is having sexin' time with C, it still want B!

So, there you have in panel FOUR. And I zoomed out, drawing the four other hamsters, I think it's four, I don't remember. It's around four to five, because after a while, we saw four-some, five-some, six-some and hell, maybe even seven-some. Hamster A made B back into the love triangle with C. IN THIS SCENE, I PITIED Hamster B. Poor you!

It turned out that Hamster A will do anyone that comes onto contact with him, therefore, in panel FIVE, he decided to run a little bit farther and assaulted Hamster D! Long story cut short, Hamster A, after having it's time with D, attacked E, F and G, in random order and then like always, it seems to have attention back to the hamster.

Panel SIX showed, despite Hamster A having ravished all the hamsters in that box, it's attention was still on Hamster B. I don't know why. But yeah, it's awkward. And us trio all go WTF-ish face, screaming and scrambling away from the scene. Lol.

And the three penguins in the picture, it's atemu-chan (me), Izzu (my sis) and Sky (sis' friend). It's a scene I imagined would happen if we easily nosebleed. Apparently, we don't. We just ended up laughing like crazy maniacs. Ignore the story if you want to. This story is worth the shot. Muahahahahahahahahahaha!

x12 VK multi-characters icons, KAORU's icons

2009-04-19T14:33:01Z

I published my next VK fanfic, titled 'Fragment Memories' at FFN. I have another four stories planned ahead but this story is the rewritten version of my former fanfic, 'Truth'. The story revolved around the mysterious female vampire called Kiyu who has no memories of who she is and comes to Cross Academy to find something significant to her. The story takes place after Shizuka arc and manipulated scenes from there. Just think that Rido doesn't come to make the grand appearance yet.

Summary: The secret no one remember. The existence no one care. The memories lost in the shadows. She come to find him, under the wish of her master, yet, things do not turn the way it should be. The truth of everything. What was it? Who was she? KxY. Read it here.

And for fun, I made a banner for the fanfic. Heh.

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Anyway, here's the other point of this entry. I was making a character correlation chart for Fragment Memories, alas, to kill time, xD. For my character Kiyu, I decided to use the black haired female vampire that constantly appeared as background characters as her image. The other original character of mine, well, we'll see, xD.

So far, I did Kiyu, Maria and Sara. I coloured them in 200x200 px but I'm not going to share the coloured images, I'll share them first in form of icons. xD.

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Also, for fun, my favourite local artist, KAORU. Here's some icons, xD.

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Rules like the usual. Credit is seriously loved, comment is much loved. Please don't take my fanfic banner, and I'm aware that you can erase the text if you do it carefully but I don't think you'll do so. If you do so, we have something. ^^

* NOTE: The colours on Sara and the black haired vampire (BHV) are just what I think suited them most in MY story, well, the BHV is more of my original character image but Sara, I don't have an idea what her hair and eyes colour is, but I quite like having her with blonde hair and the typical Pureblood eyes colour, xD.

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BAAAAAAAAAAI!

x6 Vampire Knight icons - KxY centric

2009-04-17T16:08:28Z

I think, instead of keeping the icons in secret, I'll just post them in my LJ in any random orders and when the time's right, I'll post the icon batch in erraine, done--! So, hah!

From that advertisement KxY page published recently. I cannot clean it, but I can icon from it. *giggles*

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Comment is loved! Credit is optional, but grateful.

pfft

2009-04-14T10:51:41Z

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA.

http://www.onemanga.com/Kuroshitsuji/18/23/

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*recovering from laughter*

Like said, I'm reading Kuroshitsuji and Pandora Hearts. Yes, I'm slow with these two but better late than never. DAMN, the Indian arc is damn funny. *giggles*

Random post. xD.

cries

2009-04-13T11:33:20Z

I GIVE UP. /orz
I made 18 icons of Kuroshitsuji as a part of my comeback but I'll just give up and cry in the corner for the moment. Here's the 6 best icons I think worth seeing. *rolls around like a ball*

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BYE.

Life Dramas II

2009-04-11T08:35:51Z

Just woke up from a very interesting, yet confusing dream. It was supernatural.

The confusing part, I'm not sure if it's about my family and I or just one of my fandoms. Now that I think about it carefully, it's still my family and I, hush, sorry fandoms. No chances on having my favourite fandoms in my dreams, although I had a lot of thinking a part of it is related to VK, heh.

It started with a car occupied by me, my sister and my mother. We went to a tall building and it has a long highway thingies just to get to the top floors but it was getting late and the female guard at the ground floor suspiciously looked at us, because we weren't anybodies in that building. We finally ended up on the parking lot before the scene switched. This time, we snuck into an office room, waiting for the person inside the room to leave and when he did, we entered the room. It was already late and the female guard already thought we're gone for good, she didn't see us though, we're inside the office. We took a good look inside the office and took something before leaving. We realized we forgot something about the door and fixed it. We went back at the parking lot and to the car and the scene switched. This time, the whole family was there and we're sneaking into a house. We knew that there was a woman watching TV at the first floor but we snuck into one room to take various of things. Later, the woman left the house with her car and we're positive she won't be back and we finished our doings but the woman realized something odd and returned home, to find us about to leave. The scene switched. The following part, I'm not sure what happened, except that it's a mix up between real life and fantasy life. Someone changed from an older teenage version of himself into a young child. Think Detective Conan for instance. Then the scene switched to a school and the person's close friends were worried of his disappearance. It was getting bad before the person wrote a letter telling his friends that he wouldn't return until a while later. It was kind of sad, actually. END.

My view: It's just weird. There's a connection between the scene and the second scene. I'm not really sure what it means, but well, it's probably the play of mind. It's just weird. Really weird. And supernatural because it's the first time I had an unusual dream. The dream I posted on previous post is on normal level but this was just completely mysterious. *sighed*

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Tired lately, but blamed that on my own tendency to stay awake all the time for the computer. I'm so hopeless. *sighs, again* So many things are inside my head, guess I just need enough rest and all. :D

If you're wondering why my life is about my dreams, let's just say I'm experiencing the dreams-spirit phase. Oh dear, it'll filled my nights for quite some times. Heh.

Facebook? Who has Facebook? Tell me and I'll add, xD. No random ppl, thank you.

Life Dramas

2009-04-08T21:04:42Z

Perhaps because I missed dad so much, all my dreams contained him most of all, lately, recently...

I was very sleepy yesterday, mind you, it's already morning here, well, around dawn. I expected to wake up on 11 to watch the sinetron show, Intan but ended up dozing off and eventually woke up on 12 a.m., apparently, the show just ended fifteen minutes ago, pfft. Still, even if I woke up exactly on 11, I doubted I can watch it if the little kiddies are awake, especially the eldest one who will get cranky if she doesn't get her cartoon shows. DAD, WE NEED 2nd DECODER LAH!!

On twelve a.m., I was in the middle of my sleep and the middle of my awakening, so I slept. *shrug* But on two, I woke up again to do my Biology lab report, which I'm supposed to do last week but I'm a proscratinator, it happens. -And the only reason why I opened this computer right now besides finding some Twilight fanfic to munch on or download manga, it's to find what I'm supposed to find yesterday but I didn't cos' there's thunder outside so I closed the computer for good-

Gosh, it took eight minutes to write the above. Hehe. Well, the dream is somewhere, where I'm travelling with dad to a shopping mall. Listen up, dad don't really go to shopping mall but in my dreams, trips to anywhere else always happen inside a mall. I remember one thing clearly, we went to a shop that sell cute merchandises, like keychains, toys, etcetera. WTH were we doing there? I bought a phone strap. On random thing, my obsession is my second niece so eventually, she popped inside the dream as well but it's so weird. Though I became a very irresponsible babysitter slash aunt. Dad's a part of it too. HOW COULD WE LEAVE THE LITTLE BABY TO LIE ON A CARDBOARD BOX AND ASKED TWO WORKERS TO WATCH FOR HER WHILE WE GO ELSEWHERE? And it has escalator so you probably get it. *shivers* I srsly hope that doesn't happen!

So, dad and I went outside the mall and ended up in a very haunted, dark place. We planned to eat but none has what dad wants so we walked and walked until we reached a racing track. We expected the track to be empty because it's dark but we were wrong. BIG WRONG. Suddenly a bicycle came out of nowhere and almost hit me (target) but it hit dad's arm. OMIGOSH. *screams* Ha-Ha, I'm so brave in my dreams. I actually took the guy's shirt and asked how old he was. He's really small actually and he said he's TWELVE. I was like, O__O! and slapped the ~~guy~~ boy before I ended up punishing the rest of the gang who were actually still kids. DAMN CHILDREN, HITTING PPL OLDER THAN YOU. I'm positive I'm sixteen exactly in my dream and some stupid kids hit me? The heck with them.

Then I forgot what happened. What I do remember, I'm back to my room to sleep. On random note, there's a scene of my classmates and I in a class of Physics. -maybe because I talked about how Physics is my least subject among the three Science subjetcs; Chemistry, Biology and Physics- But it's not in the school lab, it's in somewhere where it's made of wood.

Guess when I missed someone, they'll appear in my dream. Heh. Dad's coming on this Friday and has a course for a week. WOOT. He planned for a short holiday but he got another week to stay. YAY. Can go shopping and buy food supply.

PS: Izzu, now I remember. You're the tallest one in family so I dreamed of seeing you in a long, green dress. Yeah. *giggles* Seriously, why must I dreamed like that~~~~

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I watched Pandora Hearts recently. *grins* Love the opening. Can't wait for the release of the full version end of April. Nyaaa. *rolls into a ball* Someone should also whack me to continue with Kuroshitsuji, and some other shoujo mangas but I got that under control. *grumbles* HEHEHEHEHE. *wails*

Angst...

2009-04-02T14:00:12Z

Psssh... They can be delightful but babies can be dangerous when put with each other, especially when one has the tendency to stay away from her little sister and her little sister's tendency to come near her to play. Not to mention how the older is a bit harsh when dealing with her sister; you do not hit your sister with dangerous object!

It's been a while since my last post. Very sorry. It's one month since I entered my new school and it's pretty good. I'm now exposed to the life of doing a lot of projects in one period of time, as well as dealing with teachers who will get angry all the time, UGH. I have two projects to do. I'd better sketch my art entry, why did I agree to join? WHY? Oh well, wish me luck. The other project is to do a 3-pages mini magazine for a contest, in exchange of a pizza voucher, yum. *grins*

The topic is teenage angst and my group decided to do an article about 'Teenage Suicide'. I checked Wikipedia, there's a lot of information there but I need your personal views on teenagers committing suicide. What do you feel about it personally? Will you do something like this if you have no other choice? If yes, why? If no, also why? Appreciated if everyone can help me out. :D

Angst. I'm a bit of depressed. Damn. Why the topic is angsty too? *wails*

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Anyway, been doing some plannings, hopefully I can do it and I hoped to do it eventually. Eventually though.

* Do another KanamexYuuki video. I planned this before but it just never worked. I intended to use Anberlin's "There Is No Mathematic To Love and Loss". Planned to remake my successful video's remake but "I'm in Heaven" song is looping overly TOO much and not good for my head, haha.

* Fanfics. Ominous Hours not moving an inch, a little bit but I'm lazy to write out Kouki/Cross confrontation. Advar de Lucia will not move until OH is done. Although currently I'm writing a Kaname-centric fanfic, about what will happen if Kaname feel that Yuuki is just 'playing' with his heart, making him wait for so long, etc. Planned that with 10 short chapters (poem, short stories, etc) with one preface.

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That's all. Well, I may don't update all the time but I'm pretty much alive. I only come to comment on flist's posts, xDDD. Oh ya, yesterday's futsal was so fun, haha, xD. But it ended with something so uncool. Oh well.

[Review] The Amazing Spiez

2009-03-16T17:01:37Z

Well, since I'm not following any anime, only certain manga, I've decided to review this new animated series from the makers of Totally Spies, Martin Mystery, Team Galaxy, Monster Buster Club, Famous Five: On The Case a.k.a Marathon, The Amazing Spiez. It's the spin-off from Totally Spies, with a comic-book style of story.

I'm not that fond of the art, I mean, MBC surely didn't impress me, but that's 3D. The Amazing Spiez looked a bit weird because who want to see comic-style of characters? You know, thick black lines and white to differ it. I'm pretty disturbed, xD. Plus, their head is bigger than their body. I'm more fond of TS, MM, and TG because it's all normal size.

The first episode came out and I quite like it, although the villain some sort kidnapped the idea of battle monsters from Yu-Gi-Oh, even the duel disk is the same. And I am sure that some episodes will copy the ideas of another stories, I don't remember what since I didn't see it again, but I'm sure I'll remember it again.

I WANT FAMOUS FIVE BACK ON SCHEDULE! ARGH. I've never seen the original version but I liked Marathon's version. And what's up with Disney showing Cars all the time. It's pretty boring, even if I didn't see it myself, because on one part I see that one, it showed Lightning being all bossy and a one-man person that his pit crew quit from the job then he got stranded somewhere, haha. Boring~!

I wish Disney show more Disney Classics, I could use a lil' bit of Sleeping Beauty again! But they only show it on special occasions, what the heck. *hmph*

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I got a dream that dad comes home with his bag on his left hand and a cat on his right hand. I also dreamed that I'm going to a book store to buy GEMPAK. What does that mean, it's telling me to buy the newest issue now! I know it'll haunt me until I get it! *grins*

See ya~~~~!

PS: Because I'm a lil' bit crazy and I know I'm a slow poke, I was thinking about my graphic community, should I revamp it, a.k.a delete unimportant posts and keep important ones, or just find a new one. Aaaah~

Sometimes it just never work. *graphic meltdown*

La... La...

2009-03-14T01:57:13Z

Received the news that I am offered to a boarding school, but seriously, it's better if I don't transfer in March at all! I mean, the boarding school is in the same state as my former school. The differences is, it's in different district but seriously, I transferred to my new school two weeks ago and after the holidays this week, have to register at that place. Oh please, I asked outside of the state, not within it!! Just because I came there 5 years ago, passed my UPSR and PMR with beautiful colours, they're not letting me go?! Cheapo!!

I refused to move anywhere. Dad asked if I want him to request for change but I said no need. Aaah. I rather go stay at home rather than move around, making my head swirl. I mean, I just came to new school 2 weeks ago then I have to move again, lol. It's funny.

Whatever, I'm in love with my new school's canteen. *loves the canteen* And I finally got my wish; Nachos with Dip! YAY, PASTA SAUCE IS CORRECT, aki_hikari. It is tasty! *grins* I missed Canteen Day, haha. The last time I had Canteen Day is back in primary school when I was 8. Lol, xDDD. 8 years ago, time flies.

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Update on graphic batch. The count is 35 icons! With 4 bases. I've been iconing the special Kuran chapter; HarukaxJuri! It's fun to colour and icon Juri. She's all bright and joy! I'll post soon, promise!! Need to revamp the community again. I'm so PHAIL. *orz*

Izzu's liking to Triangle OST is making me hooked up as well. *grins* Have been playing Vampire Wars and Rock Legends at FaceBook. HA-HA.

Hehe, watched the DVD rip of Twilight + Deleted Scenes + Extended Scenes, hahaha. Temptation to buy the DVD itself. *flail* And my male classmate is reading Twilight, hahahahahaha. *laughs*

I'm having my one week holidays, but it's full of assingments. URGH!